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so what now?

November 21st, 2003 · 3 Comments

and for the second friday in a row (granted last friday is understandable, due to short notice), the lazy assholes in the gaming group refuse to come to the springs. because why? why haul themselves down once every month, or even two months, or even if you want to be Really fair, twice every nine sessions. because two of the players make the drive from CO springs every week, like clockwork. not once, but twice even. once for coffee and once for gaming. so. maybe it’s those two players CHOOSING to make that drive, and being MORONS to think that the other parts of the group might return the favor once in a blue moon.

i’m really at a loss of what to feel just this moment. i’m somewhere between furious, hurt, upset, sad and pure frozen cold. i guess…this is what i guess. i guess that the two of us were ready to move to denver….to be with our friends. i guess these are the same friends that are (most of them) looking pretty fucking inconsiderate and not very friendlike right now. i guess i felt that once in several months for me, and one and a half years for brett might be not too much to ask for. i guess this means a sum total of about 1040.52 that he’s spent on gas in the past year and a half. and a sum 234 hours of driving. and it’s too much for the lot of them combined to shell out 4.6 gallons of gas and 3 hours to make it here ONCE.

i guess it’s maybe that the two of us, for various reasons, but mostly financial, have been now unable to game since the week before halloween, that’s 5 weeks, and i miss it, probably less so that brett even.

well so there. better to call the person(s) i’m mad at, after a small amount of venting on my journal, and give THEM a piece of my mind, rather than you good folk.

i’m still mad. but, i guess. at least i’ve had my say, and considering how rarely i get mad enough to actually confront someone, i would suspect it came as something of a surprise to the other end of the line. certainly sounded that way anyways.

well it looks like brett is getting solidly trashed, so i think i’m going to join. anyone who’d like to come hang out with two angry drunks, it looks like our evening is now free.

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~h

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3 responses so far ↓

  • 1 thelastaurora // Nov 21, 2003 at 6:34 pm

    *shrug* people are lazy by nature. Especailly gamers. You know this.

    Although perhaps I am just way to disillusioned . . .most people wont even drive across town for me.

  • 2 orthanc // Nov 23, 2003 at 12:43 pm

    I drove halfway ‘cross the country for you once. Does that count?

  • 3 Last Light // Nov 23, 2003 at 5:05 pm

    you have no idea how much that counts

    says brett. and i agree. but then–your friendship has never been in question. =)
    love,
    hannah

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