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dear faithful few.

February 13th, 2006 · 3 Comments

i do not have a job yet, which causes me less consternation than it should. even though i’m trying very hard to be stressed about this. i am temping a bit to bring in the monies, but not enough to pay my bills, yet. there is still the rest of the month to go. old job did not send me paycheck early (turns out while in CO they must do this, in IL they can wait till your next regular pay date – 15th). bummer.

a big part of me does not want to go back to work. i am chalking this up to ruined pride. it’s dumb. i’m trying to get over it. but honestly, i want to sit at home for the rest of my life right now. obviously this isnt’ possible.

next week is busy. been eating healthy…ish. been lacking utterly in the nicotene dpt for 1.5 wks. i pray it stays. not that i can afford to smoke now, anyway.

i try not to sleep so much but sometimes it happens. i try to feel ok, day-by-day, about the way things have played out. i try to keep my chin up.

shower-time, and bed.


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3 responses so far ↓

  • 1 litlcricket // Feb 23, 2002 at 2:36 pm

    Shell Shocked-Out (Hurray)

    At one point or another we are all good for nothing. That is my state as I type, but I am exceedingly happy that you are happy(and nolonger painfully shy).
    Love ya,
    The worthless Cricket

  • 2 lady_revenant // Feb 13, 2006 at 9:14 am

    what happened darling? Feeling a huge gap between my blond friend knowledge and this post…

    I need an update…

    Send me an email!


  • 3 alvinhbrown // Feb 17, 2006 at 6:46 am

    let me know if I can help


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