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Entries from October 2004

freedom looks like: too many choices.

October 31st, 2004 · 4 Comments

but i’m feeling chill. laid-back, languid, yes. because anger isn’t productive, any more than anxiety, or anxiousness or impatience or the like. and so, détendre, détendre…languid blanket. loveliest of halloween parties last night. a new and exciting vibe each time, and each time unlike the one before and each time i try and sit back […]

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then again maybe not.

October 30th, 2004 · 7 Comments

eh. much fun as i think it would be to wear something that i can’t move or breathe in, i have opted for comfort. there is always goth night for dressing to the nines to drop jaws and feel snooty. i want to go have a good time. i’m feeling much more relaxed. i’ve been […]

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shock value.

October 29th, 2004 · 2 Comments

Day off automatically equals coolness. But today…today was a day off, Plus Indulgence. I took trevor with me down to hot topic to pick up an outfit for halloween. the intent had been to get a nice little black skirt to go with the rest of the outfit plan. but instead…oh my. yes. that’s all […]

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what if i needed to calm down and breathe again.

October 28th, 2004 · 3 Comments

what if i woke up tomorrow morning in a different universe? what if something i took for granted was suddenly gone? what if something i say today changes my interactions permanently? what if something i did yesterday has altered my life irreversibly already? what if i didn’t think so much? then what? weird-head-day. feeling like […]

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was that Really necessary?

October 27th, 2004 · 1 Comment

dayesque vingettes: – [21:55] anomalycomplex: dear god. why did you make boys so dense. [21:55] anomalycomplex: ?? … [22:25] HallucinatingFae: i don’t know [22:25] HallucinatingFae: sorry [22:25] HallucinatingFae:

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Protected: these are the thoughts that go through my head

October 25th, 2004 · Enter your password to view comments.

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Protected: love, it’s something you give.

October 24th, 2004 · Enter your password to view comments.

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without respect, there is no love.

October 21st, 2004 · 2 Comments

it may or may not be common knowledge that i am easily confused. obviously, it’s not necessarily integrated knowledge here…because each time i am, i take myself seriously. =) does that make sense? does that matter? but yes. i would have to say, i have been a little confused lately. but tonight was a night […]

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mom is great.

October 21st, 2004 · 4 Comments

i had a really lovely visit with my mom, sarah and melissa yesterday. mom has apparently been getting teary-eyed all week long because her oldest baby is turning 20. she went all out – brought 20 presents all nicely wrapped – which combined turned out to be a teaset, some towels, a scarf and some […]

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broadcasting live since 1984.

October 20th, 2004 · 13 Comments

TWENTY is SEXY! Love, Hannah

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