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Entries from August 2004

yawp!

August 30th, 2004 · No Comments

my dad is in town for a bit….yeah….he redecorated my apt. it looks awesome. he so missed his calling. my internet is now turned ON….but i have no working cable jack. arrrr! just another thing on the list, just another day, just another paycheck, just another thing to think about. any day now…life’s gonna get […]

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curious, curious detatchment.

August 24th, 2004 · 2 Comments

experiencing, of late, a strange outside-self sensation. ever stop and realize you’ve become what you looked up to, once? to a certain degree, at any rate. it’s very stange. but, yet. there are some drawbacks. of late, i’ve been a little resentful about people’s perception of me. and to be fair – they can’t be […]

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one piece of good news

August 23rd, 2004 · 6 Comments

that was all i wanted yesterday. just one. i was on break, thinking (read = brooding) about the events, actions and reactions of the past few weeks. and all i could think was…this has been such a long, grueling day, and i just want ONE PIECE of good news. [slow smile] but i got it…found […]

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August 21st, 2004 · Enter your password to view comments.

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well i thought….but i guess not.

August 19th, 2004 · 3 Comments

so i was being a little moody (ok more than a little) yesterday, being just a little nostalgic about a few different things. being fucking cryptic even with myself. because, it’s funny how when you say something out loud, think it out loud, write it down, you can cement an idea in your head. and […]

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and she’s never gonna come back down…

August 17th, 2004 · 2 Comments

i’m still chewing on the events of last night. i’m still left feeling like i need time away. i’m feeling cracked-out and burnt down. i’m taking a hiatus from anything that looks like it might even be close to emotional attatchment. here again in a space i was a year and some ago, and determined […]

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they shall have stars.

August 17th, 2004 · 1 Comment

headspace #14. there is only one sound. it’s the soft slosh of water against the side of the raft. small, square. big enough to sit on, cross-legged and still have enough space around me to not feel i’m going to fall off. solid. lonely. it’s not unpleasant, the sun warm but not hot. must be […]

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dear you.

August 16th, 2004 · No Comments

click, click, click, click. i can feel myself snapping in and out of moods like gears on a bike. giddy, stormy, peace, shine, hunter, warrioress, child, woman. click, click, click, click. it’s actually quite a good time, just now. i feel a good deal of unfettered, with respect to several different areas. freedom. i finished […]

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ca s’appelle – se confronter a la realite…

August 12th, 2004 · 6 Comments

i’m experimenting in life without modern conveniences. my computer excepted – but essentially at this moment, it functions as a really expensive mp3 player. no dishwasher, which i’ve dealt with before – at least this time the sink isn’t 2’x2′. no microwave – though i’m not missing it as much as i thought. no tv, […]

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i like tuesdays.

August 10th, 2004 · 5 Comments

this particular tuesday was especially nice, since it was my day off. but really, tuesday. if you don’t work a mon-fri job, it’s really a likeable day. and even if you do. my list of accomplishments for the day: got a quite a few new pieces of clothing – including !!blue pleather pants!! for under […]

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