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Entries from April 2004

meep!

April 30th, 2004 · No Comments

ok so i’m just a BIT nervous about this whole tongue-stake thing. i’ll be fine. it will be OK. it will be better after it’s done. i will be OK. i will be OK. I will be OK… …… so 3 hours later….OW. well…ok. it wasn’t half bad as i thought it would be. but. […]

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April 29th, 2004 · 14 Comments

arg.

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maybe the moon will come down and save me.

April 29th, 2004 · 4 Comments

I can hardly believe….in 48 hours i will be on a plane headed for London. AAGIKTI! I suffer from excess glee. I still haven’t packed! I suffer from excess panic! i just need to explode and be done with it. i’m all gearing up to be crazy-busy until i get on the plane. but some […]

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you know you’re loved when

April 27th, 2004 · No Comments

your dad gives up having sex with his new boyfriend to talk with you. haha. and when he will freely share this prime tidbit with you in the middle of conversation. i’m fuckin’ ALICE, people. ALICE, i tell you. no one said it would be easy. having been down more roads, longer…he had some very […]

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grace. it’s a name for a girl.

April 26th, 2004 · 2 Comments

it’s also a thought that changed the world. something snapped, last night. i think it’s going to be ok. damage has been done, yes. to trust. to hearts. but. for the first time in several weeks…i feel like i’m living with a friend, and not a complete stranger. at this, i feel like my frozen […]

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April 25th, 2004 · No Comments

i am feeling decidedly ill-prepared to handle this situation. that is really all i have to say at this point. love, hannah

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Brett.

April 25th, 2004 · 2 Comments

is in one piece. in denver. looking for a ride home, so i’d assume this means that his car is not in one piece. but that’s all that matters. he is ok. “happy-go-fucking-lucky” as shanna puts it. but OK. god. ok. i’m headed up to denver to pick him up. wish me luck, my car […]

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you’re probably right.

April 25th, 2004 · No Comments

am i better off making a big idiot of myself for naught? or being too apathetic to worry when i should have? hard to say. i sure don’t have that answer. but then. i don’t have any answers right now. and i don’t feel like i really have the information i need to go about […]

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April 24th, 2004 · Enter your password to view comments.

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i’ve become so numb…

April 24th, 2004 · No Comments

ahhh…pleasantly drunk. it’s just the sobering-up process that’s painful, really. so long as i can retain my state of sleepy…and not digress into more unpleasant states of being. because, well. there are actually four stages of hannah-drunk. sleepy…horny…british and/or i-can-only-speak-french…ill. there are advantages, and disadvantages to being a lightweight. but tonight has been an advantage […]

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