and which is which. of course, everyone goes through the crisis highschool-college transition. makes new friends, and despite the fact that everyone swears they’ll keep in touch, loses old ones. this is how my story played out. i swore to my mother like a fool that while i could forsee losing touch with 2 of […]

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for all i’ve called a jillion times and i’d imagine the realator is probably sick of hearing from me, there is still no word back on that house we were all really excited about. hell. i just called 30 min ago, and their word was that they were supposed to hear back from the Powers […]

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anthropology and french and physics and psychology. even at the time where the majority 3 of 5 of my classes were language and therefore seemingly well in sync, i think i have never had a set so well matched. it’s very exciting, as a comprehensive sort of learning. that is to say, there is consistent […]

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to have not one but two interesting physics textbooks. i’m reminded of The Elegant Universe which in turn reminded me of why i’d started the book in the first place…because it was matt’s favorite book. and why was it his favorite book? and to that i say an honest “i don’t know.” not the foggiest. […]

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Let’s just say it’s a good thing the gods saw fit to bless me with a sense of humor. A little at least. Because this morning has just been fodder for laughs. Beginning with the inability to locate my backpack, i trudged down to both brett’s and my carsrespectively to see if i could locate […]

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this song. it’s the sound of naïve. it’s what i thought love would sound like if it had a theme song—what my head sounded like during my first date. it’s dreamlike. it’s a perfectly white room raining perfectly white flecks of blossom. it’s innocent and a little sad. it’s in slow motion and standing in […]

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but there are sometimes when it’s just against your will. when you get an emotion so overpoweringly strong you can’t even think straight, and you can barely let your concentration wander from just breathing because you know your willpower will crack and anything keeping salt tears from running over the edge will be worthless. (it’s […]

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I am still Hannah.

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i suppose that every so often you get a thought stuck in your head and it just doesn’t die. stubborn, willful, unexpected and sometimes unwanted. sometimes shameful. sometimes painful. mostly selfish. yeah, that much i can settle on. unsettling. unfair. one of those thoughts that’s going to drive me screaming down a highway leaving everything […]

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Squee! Gothing was lovely indeed. Been too long since I’ve been there. Mostly it’s the huge lack of sleep that’s a big deterrent…however if I skip Paris on Monday, that should keep my ass-tired mornings at one a week. Twas lovely. Took the bus up to Rock Island, met new people…got to watch a good […]

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