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Entries from May 2003

the path of light

May 30th, 2003 · No Comments

i had this idea that maybe just because carol is having a bad day and just generally being bitchy to everyone…doesn’t necessarily mean i should have to have a bad day too, despite having to work in close proximity all day long. i am a creature of light. om. ~H

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silence.

May 28th, 2003 · 1 Comment

no words. all day this sunday. not written. not spoken. a fast, if you will. a day of meditative lack of translating my thoughts from their original form. this is what came to me. i’ve been feeling very strange. the full-body paralysis experience. must have done something to me, it was. it changed something because […]

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this is technically the beginning of that “tomorrow”

May 27th, 2003 · No Comments

but i really haven’t managed to convince my body it’s not the end of yesterday. after a brief experience with full-body paralysis, and then a strange quasi-out-of-body experience, i slept deeper even than dreaming almost, though i remember who i was with the whole time and there was no one in a physical radius of […]

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watercolor tea for thought.

May 24th, 2003 · No Comments

gourmet to go, last cigarrette for the next 2 days, that’s too fast, too slow, not matched, that’s where she went, soft kisses, warm, strawberries and nutella, half-naked, shared sex, i need a name, have coffee in dreams, so easily scared, come closer, no, no, don’t breathe, can i play with your hair, both at […]

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so obviously kobe tai didn’t have roommates.

May 19th, 2003 · 9 Comments

it was actually mildy entertaining, watching my very mild-mannered fifty-something landlord try and delicately phase the statement: “Quit being such a screamer, the neigbors are complaining.” first start with utilities… him: so well you have someone there sometimes. boyfriend, right? me: yes, but he doesn’t affect the utilities, no showers here one load of laundry […]

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how come i can’t think of a title?

May 14th, 2003 · No Comments

thoughts too scattered to condense into a summation. i’ve been in a trancelike mood the past few days. dazed, if you will. zoning. which wasn’t totally helpful on my spanish final. however comma. i got to take pics of jon doing his fire thing tonight. that was way fun. i suppose you might say i […]

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brand new and magical.

May 14th, 2003 · No Comments

after some food. who’d’ve suspected. sleep would be nice too, but i’m not complaining. i had a lovely time last night. seeing some people i hadn’t seen in a while (or ever, nice to meet you jay). got to hold good conversation, or at least listen. if you knew how excited i get about that. […]

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This is home.

May 13th, 2003 · 1 Comment

My little apt looked sooooo pretty last night. i went out and bought a ton of candles, from tealights to big pretty smelling candles to a glass and metal platter of various sized. and i lit a bunch. the only thing that would make it prettier is if i could somehow design a fountain to […]

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Protected: a not-so-sane kinda day.

May 12th, 2003 · Enter your password to view comments.

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so i’m theoretically studying for my finals.

May 11th, 2003 · 2 Comments

by way of SUPER SMASHBROS MELEE!!! right. i knew that was a bad idea right before finals. actually not, i’m not doing any more procrastinating than i normally would. so yeah. brett and i went in for a game cube yesterday. we also threw down for this mildly ridiculous rpg for moi, and the infamous […]

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