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Entries from March 2003

in slow motion.

March 31st, 2003 · No Comments

is rather how today is moving. and when did my circulatory system suddenly decide to start working??? mmm?? bad timing indeed, though i’m certainly not complaining about the outer conditions it’s Gorgeous. i had a divine swift kick in the ass this morning, and realized a certain someone might have been holding a double standard […]

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(lay me down)

March 30th, 2003 · No Comments

mind woven into threads of thought all intermeshed. hanging somewhere between melancholy and ecstasy. quiet, inked blood, iris darkened to a bluer shade of grey, bleeding a plea. (cover me) hope hearts my heart, and this song makes it stop beating. breathe a prayer and sleep to dream. quiet me, quiet me. hannah

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March 30th, 2003 · Enter your password to view comments.

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boundlessness is disorienting.

March 28th, 2003 · 2 Comments

ugh what a miserable day. just: miserable. and LONG. and INSANE. all day long nonstop. but you know what: i don’t really want to think about it anymore. or work at all, even, since i’m headed back in tomorrow (?!?) at 7 in the bloody morning for a repeat of today. just kill me now […]

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March 27th, 2003 · No Comments

next week is a hannah week. a healing week. until: Never young again. love hannah

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it’s just.

March 25th, 2003 · 1 Comment

everything and nothing at the same time. wish i would let you touch my mind just for a second so you could understand how it feels to be here. and i’ll just stick to: something like meeting yourself in another life. so that’s not everything, because i want outside myself sometimes. because i’m not everything […]

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March 23rd, 2003 · 1 Comment

i had a moment of enlightenment. and then suddenly everything became five times easier. and i could also then beatmatch during breakdowns. exhillerating. beat like heart like pulse naturality. except there is no off switch, which means a constant state of active when listening. but let’s hear it for trainspotting because i’m fortunate enough to […]

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how you think you can surviiiive without love…

March 23rd, 2003 · No Comments

song is occupying my headspace and it’s lovely sambaesque-synthvibes. in other news: i still need a fake id. dammit. and both my legs, now, not just the one, feel like stone. sigh. however comma. there was a moment that made it all worth it. standing on the patio listening to this mind-altering guitar melody layered […]

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until you use me up.

March 21st, 2003 · 1 Comment

spint. spenn. nt. not unlike photography, in that: when you first start out, a lot of what you create is, well. bleh at best. but every so often the gods will smile upon you with a moment of pure perfection so untouchable you understand that it was divinely influenced because there is no way it […]

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keep america safe from drunk british girls.

March 20th, 2003 · 4 Comments

some people get really quiet. some yell. some grow sleepy, or crazy or quoi que ├ža. me? i get british. yes, british. accent and all. could not speak american. simply couldn’t. that’s when i was speaking english. because i seem to remember debating with dan, in french, and then another conversation something like: brett: “Speak […]

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